I got my dress!!!! :DIt's here if you're interested!
It's NOT the first dress! It's the 2nd one. :]
I love it. It's like a wedding gown and a party dress had a cute little baby for me!
DO NOT SHOW BAILEY OR I WILL END YOU.
lol 'end you'.. but seriously. I will.
Anyway, wedding stuff is starting to all come together! :D
Maddox is insane. All the time. AND he's definitely already started the 'terrible twos'... before 18 months.. ugh. He's so damn cute though. GAHHHH
Bailey and I are awesome. I like him. He can stay.
Stuff with Mema is getting really hard again.. but at least now it's not because she's mean. The hostility has passed totally, now it's just how bad her memory has gotten & she is so weak & feeble now. She cant do anything by herself anymore. That includes bathroom stuff. :[ It's so sad. The day is quickly approaching that a nursing home will become a necessity but for now we are holding out as long as we can. Her mind is still there enough that it would kill her if we did it right now.
I've been seeing a therapist for a couple of months & I think it has helped me alot. I'm also taking Paxil now and it makes me SO tired during the day but it has definitely helped me out alot and in turn, helped out everyone around me, especially Bailey. Everything is much more pleasant now! Poor guy. I dont know how he deals with me most of the time. :[ But he does, and he is amazing.
Ok, I'm shutting up now. Maddox is going through my purse. Bye.